Day 13: Monday Wakeup
I just came back directly rom mummy's house because my brother wanted to watch football yesterday. There was a huge jam as usual in my part (???) o the world. Mom cut her foot yesterday on a broken glass. Her leg was bleeding profusely and I felt bad for her. As usual she never stays still and while ironing daddy's clothes, the wound opened again and once again her foot bled.
I pity her really with so much to work to do and being someone who just can't sit down quietly in one place. I am also worried for her.
My bowie called me yesterday. He was fine. I guessed he missed me so much which is very good. Well.. I have no mood to write hope my momy is alright.
Sunday, November 28, 2004
Day 13: Monday Wakeup
Friday, November 26, 2004
Day 11: Zombie State
It has been this long???????? I am okay. Just got one funny late night call from one crazy person that I knew long time ago. Sweetheart's network is down so can send messages to him but he can't read - so what is the use. He is getting worrid about me but you know, I can take care of myself. I understand coz he is far away and that is why he is worried but I am fine. At least I hope to. This week, I am going back home. I have a niece birthday to attend. Got to go. I am hungry. Have to buy some bread.
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Hey guess what, it has already been a week. I am glad to say that I have survived. Though am not sure whether my diet is alive as today I am surrounded by food. Worst of all the fattiest and the sleepiest food of all time - nasi lemak? For those who do not know: nasi lemak is rice cooked with coconut. This itself is exceedingly fatty. Oh lord, I wished there is a way out of this :(
Sweetheart is ok, he called me yesterday. He is being called over to many house for invitations to dine with them. Do not ask me why, perhaps he has many anxious people or that they are grateful to him.
Friend came to stay with me yesterday simply because we both were spooked with ghost stories told by both os us :)
Got to o. Have no mood to write. Not with all these food to eat.
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Day 6: Almost Week
On Sunday, dear called. We talked for 10 minutes - what is there to say except that we missed each other badly. I guess this is the retribution when you love a lot and spend most of your time talking to each other, when you both are best of friends, when we are good to each other. Right now, I feel my life is empty. There is nothing inside. I feel like the whole world is lost inside me. I feel bored and angry at the same time. Why can't I learn to be grown -up, to be alone?
Have slight flu, I do not know why flue loves to stick to me. There are so much of things to do, yet so little time. I am fed up at times, only reading quells me at night. I need to learn to detach.............
Friday, November 19, 2004
Day 4: Being Home Alone
Oh my love has gone away... what was the title of that song. If memory serves me right and memory is not that too good, the song was a sad song.
I am fine. Thank you. I am happy that I am fine. Though at times, I get bored in the house especially when I come back from work every evening. I also find it very hard to cook for one person. Last time, all I needed to do was go out to eat or ask him to cook. Life was blissfull then but not now - well almost.
I guess, the part of me who is not missing is that I had found my dearest and loviest watch - after 7-8 months. This is a miracle. I was finding it here and there relentlessly. Also, I have more opportunity to try to lose weight and do exercise. All this while, I was pampered. I was helped to do many things. Ate what I wanted without any care and was carelessly unbothered.
Here is hoping everything will be changed soon. That I would be happy in life and lose the 10kg that I earned - this two year. Can you believe this? Oh too wear the same old clothes that I used to use in my old size - all the interesting clothes. Oh.... to go back to 2 years before :)
Got to go. Will write tomorrow.
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
I have survived so far. No tears and worries. I am happy I found my long lost watch. That made my day. It made me happy. Have no phone calls so far. Just three sms to say he is fine. I am fine too. Got to go to work. Wonder what I will eat today?
Friday, August 06, 2004
My dear managed to get the best news in town. The client that he was working for managed to get the ISO certification that there were dying for. He worked so hard but just did not have the confidence that everything will go on ok. Cross fingers and all. Thankfully with god's grace he managed to get what he wanted for his client. After years of trying to obtain what they want from ISO, finally his client company made the best choice, they got my darling to work for them. Sashing news right. Good wanted to mention that.
Plus the dear, managed to pass his Oracle exam and is all ready to get the 2nd certification up and running. Am thinking of seriously opening a business.
What do you think? You think I can do that? A prinnting shop and a photostat shop. I just need myself to get hooked to some assistant to help me out.
What a shocker, that I finally get to write here after so long and to think that some celebrity has a time of the day - and hours in length to write their blog **shocked look**
There have been so many things happennings you would not believe. First thing first, my friend had finally got a job in Indonesia a high profile job. I am so proud of her. Also everything that my boyfriend informed me about her, was true cause she told me so.
Nest thins is that she is going to be maried which is so good. Work sucks as always it is irratating to note that the bitchy is the one who makes life as hell as possible but I do not care.