The Life Of a Coffee Addict

just about some crazy wild antics, some restless thoughts of the one who walks the walls of the city relentlessly, the story of a coffee addict

Tuesday, January 15, 2002


This is regardless whether one is superstitious or not but everyone looks for signs to calm their erratic thoughts or worried ness. I too look for signs. This is not to say I am a master in deciphering signs because I am not. Actually I am a nincompoop in interpreting signs for I doubt very much the scientific usefulness of it. It is something like mind over matter. Matter does not justify but the mind can justify based upon feelings - psychic feelings or sixth sense or just plain gut feelings.

I do not dream - I hardly ever yet my once in a blue moon dream tells me a story which is usually based upon the future. I think I should look or the signs that tell me my heart is in the right place. But secretly, I think I already know it.


Today is tedious. There were so many things to do, papers to mark, students to see, problems to settle, exams to start, people to talk to --- all at the same time. Am supposed to go outstation next week, so there are many things I would like to settle this week. I think I did not make much impression in a new class today. It does not matter for I do not care much to make an impression. Am worried though and a little angry with cricket for he had to pray when I skipped lunch just to chat with him.